ezekiel's chariot - 張敦楷 ([info]pjammer) wrote,
@ 2008-04-28 18:18:00
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Current location:San Francisco
Current mood: thoughtful
Entry tags:dream journal, life

A Ghost Story.

Do you believe in ghosts? If so, have you ever seen one?


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In the words of Chato Cadena, from the fantastic-but-canceled-by-shortsighted-studio-executives television series Kingpin: "I don't believe in ghosts - but I saw one."

The following occurred in Winter of 1992 on an empty road somewhere in the desolate stretch between Los Angeles and Fresno. Good friends who attended University with me at the time know this story already, but for casual acquaintances and readers, this is probably new.

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Finals week, UCSD.

Thanks to an unfortunate coincidence between the physics and chemistry departments, I had THREE finals scheduled back-to-back-to-back on the same day. I didn't know it at the time, but students in such situations were allowed to petition a rescheduling of one of their final exams. No matter ... on about four hour's sleep, wired up to my eyeballs on caffeine, I marched to campus with countless facts and formulae precariously crammed in my beleaguered skull ... with bright hopes of swinging some Post-Finals Genuis Effect mojo into the three hours when the knowledge actually mattered. Hours pass, and by the time I turned in the final of my final exams, the morning light that greeted me bled into an inky nightsky.

Having already packed my belongings for the trip back up to SF in the trunk of my car, I stupidly thought "Hey, I'm packed. Why not drive back home tonight?"

So on four hours of sleep over 48 hours, I began the northbound drive from San Diego on the 5 freeway, crossing Los Angeles at midnight. An hour north beyond the Grapevine is a vast expanse of farmland and rural desolation; in the wee hours, the only vehicles on the road are long-distance trucks, rumbling landlocked leviathains ferrying their cargo hinter and yon.

And it was here, miles from civilization, the effects of my fatigue rapidly began catching up with me. Sleep researchers call them micronaps ... lapses of consciousness lasting a few seconds ... during which my wheel would drift over the bumps in the road to a loud BRBRBRBRBRBR (between friends, we refer to this phenomenon as 'brailling') that jerked me awake, only for me to drift off a few minutes later. Dangerous, I know. Did I mentioned I was young and stupid?

An hour or so north of the Grapevine pass, I saw in the corner of my eye a young boy, who couldn't be older than 10, dressed in a black leather jacket too large for his frame, huddled on the side of the road. He has a scared look in his eyes, and shivering from the December air. A runaway, I thought as I approached the boy's position. What's he doing way out here? Kid's probably hungry and been walking for hours. Maybe I should pull ove-

He runs. Across the freeway ... a hard sprint that places him on a collision course with the trajectory of my car. I stomp on my brakes full-stop, and even as I hear my tires screech, I know there was no way I can stop in time. Brace for impact in three-two-one ... but as he crosses the beam of my headlights, he vanishes ... just fades from sight.

For a full five minutes, I sit roadside, gasping for breath ... pulse roaring in my temples while I try to cool my nerves.

Where the hell did he go?

I search the grounds around where the boy stood, walked the line next to the long black stripes on asphalt where my tires left their mark. Nothing.

Did I imagine the whole thing?

No matter. Clearly, I was in no condition to drive and desperately needed rest. I pull into a convenience store parking lot six miles up the road, put my seat back and promptly drop into a dreamless sleep.

And to this day, driving along that stretch of road between Los Angeles and Fresno during nighttime still gives me the heebie-jeebies.

Who was that boy? What happened that night?

Your turn.

Tell me a time when you've had a brush with the inexplicable/supernatural.

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[info]nekosensei
2008-04-29 01:58 am UTC (link)
I've been reading a few of these entries, and I thought I would respond. Is it possible that, because you were so sleep deprived, you had fallen asleep behind the wheel and started having a dream? I tend to be very skeptical of things that I see when I'm falling asleep, waking up, or over-tired because they could be a dream. Sleep paralysis (also known as hag dreams) can also cause you to see things that aren't there.

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"Is it possible that you had fallen asleep behind the wheel and started having a dream?"
[info]geah
2008-04-29 04:14 am UTC (link)
Ya think?

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[info]pjammer
2008-04-29 04:51 am UTC (link)
That's the secular explanation, and it's the one in rational moments I accept as what happened. Hence, why I metatagged the entry 'dream journal' - not 'psychic experiences.' :)

The EFFECT that experience had on me, on the other hand, was profound - really shaking my naturalistic worldview. Much like my dreams with my guardian angel Alethia .

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[info]john_of_arabia
2008-04-29 02:33 am UTC (link)
Thanks, just when I'm going to sleep.

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[info]pjammer
2008-04-29 04:52 am UTC (link)
Sweet Dreams. ^_^

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[info]pixie_bebe
2008-04-29 05:46 am UTC (link)
I'm scared to answer your question. Rationally, I don't believe in ghosts. And yet, I am fearful that if I state thus so boldly, that I will be visited by some ghastly apparition who will scare me to death...

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Boo!
[info]geah
2008-04-29 06:36 am UTC (link)

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(Anonymous)
2008-04-29 10:10 am UTC (link)
Are you seriously sad enough to go home straight after your finals instead of hang out and party?

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[info]pjammer
2008-04-29 09:02 pm UTC (link)
I've gone to plenty of very fun parties in my time at UCSD.

But unlike you, I don't define myself by soirées I attend; I guess some people *need* to go booze it up at every party in college they can crash to feel popular. I'm not that guy.

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[info]fitfool
2008-04-29 10:50 pm UTC (link)
I can't prove the existence of ghosts nor can I conclusively disprove them. So I remain open to the possibility and actually pretty desperately want to believe in ghosts. Little signs that could be merely coincidences? I hope that they're attempts by the dead to contact me and let me know they're just dropping by.

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[info]dayquilblue
2008-04-29 11:47 pm UTC (link)
That's what I call a "road phantom" - I see them sometimes, but never quite so clearly as you did. For me it's generally a white shape that's like a woman standing off to the side of the road. It's very unnerving.

I did see ghosts, or what I thought were ghosts once very clearly. I was maybe 6, 8, fairly young at the time. It was at my grandparents cabin and I had a high fever so my mom laid me down on one of the pullout beds in the back living room. I saw orbs with tracer tails moving around the ceiling and in and out of the walls. They were a little smaller than basketball sized, looked very soft and almost perfectly round. One came towards me and made a audible "whooooooooosssshhhhh" sound as it passed near my face. I wasn't scared until they came near me, but then I had to run and get my mom. I went back in there but didn't see them after that. Yes yes, most likely it was fever-induced hallucinations, but who knows?

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[info]einai
2008-04-30 06:56 am UTC (link)
I haven't actually seen one...but I did have some strange experiences. The funny thing is, I've actually been mistaken for a ghost once :D.

Are you on Facebook btw?

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[info]pjammer
2008-04-30 01:53 pm UTC (link)
Yes indeed. Search by email - my username at gmail.com and you'll find me. :)

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